This is second part of our story. Or at least the biggest and the greatest thing that ever happened to us. If you want to start it from the beginning (follow our story from scratches), go –here– and read all about it. But if you already know it, stay here and enjoy!
We made this crazy promise to each-other when we were around 13 years old. We promised to get married one day and have family together. Well that seemed like something totally impossible then … but guess what?? It’s all happening more than 10 years later!
It was September 29th. The day I’ll remember forever. We went to get a pregnancy test. I wanted to get at least 3 different tests (ok, truth to be told I would be perfectly fine if we bought 10 of them – just to be sure they are telling the truth!), but I agreed to take home just the two of them.
You know how you supposed to wait and do the test at the morning?
Well that didn’t happened.
I thought I could wait but the anticipation was just to hard to handle at that moment.
So I took the test no. 1 (purple one, cheaper one if I remember correctly). It was around 2.30 am and my heart was beating so fast that I thought I would get a heart-attack before I even pee on that purple thing! And then … two lines. One very strong and the other not so much. But it was there! I asked D. if he sees it too, or am I just making things up. But he saw it too.
We agreed to get some sleep and do another test in the morning. Like you were supposed to do at the first place. I didn’t sleep all night. I just laid there, starring at the celling and thinking about million different things. Every second of that night was just so long!
And then the morning came. Finally! I wake up my boyfriend and told him he needs to be awake and focused, because I’m going to pee again. There was no way I would do this without him, so he did his best to come to his senses in few minutes and we were ready to do it again. I peed. I left a test in a bathroom sink and went straight into his arms. I was so scared to check it out after three minutes. I was afraid that it will say “Not pregnant” and then what?! I needed to be 99,9% sure about this thing. He offered to went into the bathroom and get it for me, but I wanted to do it. That’s me – I’ll be afraid and super anxious about something, but at the end I won’t let anyone do anything for me. I need to do it. So I went in there and saw big black letters … “Pregnant.”
I kind of felt it. It’s hard to explain it, but when I think about it – I kind of knew I was pregnant before I even took a test. I just wanted to be sure. So at the same time: it was a positive shock that this is really happening, but I already knew it deep in my heart. And the most precious moment was seeing my boyfriend so deeply touched about this news that he cried a bit. (ok, he’ll probably kill me because of this, but what can I say – true men cry and I loved him even more after that moment)
We decided not to tell anyone about the big news. At least not so soon, I was only 5 weeks pregnant at that time. So we kept it for ourself. It was such a burden to live with such a happy and big news. It was nearly impossible sometimes not to yell from the roof top and share this exiting story. My mother-in-law actually had a dream about a baby in a family, but she wasn’t sure who the baby belonged to and she was so excited when she was telling us about this (after she realized that she dreamed about our baby).
So this is the story behind my bump that’s getting bigger and bigger every week. And these photos were taken around Christmas, which was really special time this year for all of us. We felt so blessed to spend it with the family in the coziness of our home and be just thankful for all we have. Oh and the baby got first Christmas gifts too!! This is going to be one spoiled little munchkin and we love him/her already so so much!
On me: Pepe Jeans shirt | Zara leggings | Michael Kors watch | ManuelaS Earrings | Opi Dutch tulips on my nails
On him: s.Oliver t-shirt | Dsquared jeans
Have a beautiful day and enjoy every second of it,